Blue Wing

There's an almost-blackout

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 04:32:15 GMT

Well, harukazetenshi had an actual blackout.. My lights are just going on/off really quickly XD

So sillyputtie is over! She's staying a week at my house but staying a month at Edmonton! Now if only the wind will stop...

Tomorrow is the epic Capital Ex day! I can't wait! But with the wind being shitty, it MAY ruin my plans for the ferris wheel >> if it does, i'm gonna vow a 'i hate you' to Matty for a while >/

There's a small chance of showers only, so it won't be a major problem... i hope!

I got a ring, a bracelet and a necklace from my blueberry <333 Which I'm never taking off except for showering >>; *has them on at all times lol*

sooo not much of an update~ But I'm still alive and kicking! 8D Or being kicked... but either way~~~~

BEST OF LUCK TO ME TOMORROW!~

Survived Finals, But Its Time To CLEAN! SUMMER'S ARRIVAL!

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 21:33:10 GMT

So, I survived my finals and did 'ok', so maybe not the beautiful 90 I wanted, but 'ok'.

Chem: AHHHH HAHAHAHA Fuck you hollistic question >/
Bio: SWEET! ...I hate you m/c ;A;
English: maybe I should have looked at more m/c stuff... but oh well~ Although the French vs Britain 100 years war Shakespear was BLARG =.=
Japanese: Sensei... 先生は酷いな人だよな…最後の問題は悲しすぎるだよ！泣いた！私本当に泣いた！！！！

At the end, we stuck a paper on Sensei's door screaming at him for the last question on our final... It was sooo mean of him! And sly! And cruel! I teared up in the final! >/

On other news... Arashi is fucking hilariously epic =D <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQECM0G905c
I laughed for an hour straight... XD;; Thanks t_biz for showing me XD

Arashi's Believe is a good song... must get...

SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! MY PARENTS OK'D sillyputtie STAYING AT MY HOUSE FOR ONE WEEK IN SUMMRE! Dad agreed quite easily, I was so surprised! But this means cleaning the whole house for me... BUT IT'S MEGA SUPER WORTH IT!

And... Cap ex will be our first date =D <3 I got a huge surprise for sillyputtie that day! It'll be so epic! <333333 So excited!

19 days to go~ Countdown is going! <3

((god distracted by Arashi BeatBox again... I'll never get my room cleaned...))

Student loans are annoying >/ *filling out form* Guhhhhh can't wait to get new lappy <3 Phoenix!~

Summer's looking up and happy~ I can't wait! Summer has officially started for this fledgling who left High School~ FIGHT-O!!!

3 years... really?

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 01:22:14 GMT

3 years... was it really 3 years?! It really didn't feel like 3 longs years, but rather, it felt like it's only been half of that time. High school passed so quickly, I couldn't believe it. Jr. High, now that really felt like 3 years, elementary felt like 12 rather than 6, and to my surprise, I didn't even THINK too hard about not returning to the same school after a small summer break... because I just can't believe it, 3 years! It's really been 3 years!!

I first went to W-high school knowing only my close friend, S-chan and a few others who I used to go to jr. high with, and I didn't talk a lot with. Knowing only a small handful of people, I breathed in my anxieties and walked into the school doors.

Just today, I breathed in my tearful goodbyes and my loneliness of tomorrow, and walked through the school doors, to the outside.

I really thought I would cry, like honestly, no joke, I thought I was going to cry. But I didnt, because even after the water fight, when I had to say my final farewells to friends, I still couldn't believe that I won't be walking through those doors next fall, waving to the people who sit around our table, plop in a seat, and start dozing (lol).

Reailty is, I still can't really believe it. These past 3 years had been full of fun, epic, games, exam anxieties, study times, gaming times, meeting new people, waving to people in the halls, and all those great things... Thinking back, I can't say I had a second where I thought- 'I don't want to be here...'

My first friend was A-chan in Social Studies. Our teacher, Mr. K told us we had a pop test on the first day of Social Studies 10 AP. He also told us we could work together with another person, and I thought- If I don't look for someone NOW.. I'm screwed...

It was then that she looked back and I looked at her direction. A-chan is a quiet girl who suffered the same problem as me- not being exceptionally good in social studies. She stuck with me all through my 3 years, and we're still good friends now. She's my worry buddy and has a locker right beside my own.

K-chan I met in Japanese. L-san is a old friend of mine from Jr. High, and she introduced me to K-chan on the first day of Japanese 10. I remembered the first thing she said was, "I don't bite... much..." X3 She's still my good friend today. We just had a waterfight together too! It was exceptionally fun!

I met various other people from just the 2, and before I knew it, I made a whole group of friends, all from different grades and all are very nice. They all helped me when I needed it, and they always manage to cheer me up. Thinking back, Fate is a funny thing; who knows if the next person we pass by on the street won't end up as a good friend of ours 2 years from then?

W-school was definitely the right choice. The people I met, the school's undying spirit, and the fun the staff all are, it was an amazing experience of ups and downs (more ups than downs) and an unforgettable experience. I don't even want to face the morning on the last day of exams... I'm afraid, afraid that I'll have to finally realize that there is no tomorrow for me in that school anymore... everything has to come to an end.

Thank you everyone, I didn't expect the great fun I would get from W-school. When I went there, all I wanted was to change myself and to get away... but I didn't expect it would become a home for me like this. <3

Until we meet again, when the string of fate bonds us once more,
-Azure-

Why Am I Posting When I Should Be Studying?

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 22:23:34 GMT

Fuck you, Finals...

Anyways, so... my wifey is gonna be gone from monday-friday on a camping trip thing, so I'm stuck here being EMOOO/studying for finals. Boo. >/

Creepers on skype are creepy aren't they? There's this scary girl(?) who added me and said she was new to skype and wanted to chat. So I thought, what the heck... So I did, but then she started going off about how she wanted to video chat, but HER cam is broken, so I played stupid and said- how do you do that? huh? I don't see it? and then she was trying to help me out, but she didn't seem like a new user after all >>; and when she said she'll give my skype to her BF to fix things, I just went- ok bye bye creeper, and logged off. Creepy.

Scanlations! yes!
Our MSN RP group is planning on makeing a scanlation group for Hetalia scans. I'll be their main translator. Epic!~ \o/! It'll be called Dazzlin_Doujins, although I thought \o/ Scans was a pretty epic name in its own. I can't wait, it'll be lots of fun.

Finals really suck, and I refuse to study. I hate you, procrastination!!!!

Graduation was overall pretty fun, despite me being sorta EMO in Tenshi-san's grad.

I'm slowly getting back into KHR, and still haven't got my butt off to OneManga to read the manga up to date. But I've been watching the anime that was piling up in my C drive. So what the heck, Squalo looks like he never aged >>; just some people are so lucky... It also rekindled my love for YamaGoku 8059 ... I would THINK 80 is yamamoto >>!

So my wifey actually sang an english version to Ton Hua by Guang Liang. It was overall very epic. I was squeeling and such when she sent it to me. It was a great present and it made me very happy <3

Devil Summoner is a graet game. I love it, but the art and no voice over still bugs me a little. I just wished it wasn't that short of a game lol. Now I want to get the first game, since I'm only playing the second one, Raidou Kuzunoha vs King Abaddon. I need to get my butt around finishing a lot of games in the summer.

I'm never gonna finish FF7 Crisis Core... I swear... *stares at psp* nnnng >o<
And I really have to get my butt to finishing A LOT of shows in my comp, like Pandora Hearts, MaR, 07 GHOST, PoT Chinese Drama, KHR, Soul Eater, Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou, Slap Up Party Arad Senki, and... oh is that Alfred who just logged on? >>!
The only show I've been really up to date with is Hetalia... Even Gintama and Hayate no Gotoku is falling behind!

But not like I'll have time for them since I'm gonna have to work on finals... i wonder if the english final personal response, if they'll let me write yaoi... >>;

Life +.... Meme?

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 22:44:36 GMT

FINALSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
they suck

MATHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm acing it!

GRADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
is tiring

STUDYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I need to start

LIARS MUST DIEEEEEEEEEEEE
is fun

RPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
was epic

ZOMBIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
like brains

DEVIL SUMMONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER
is too fun for words...
and needs voice acting

SUMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
a special someone is visiting <3

That wrapped up my life in the last... few months! now onto a meme my hubbie, sillyputtie told me to try out <3 Love her layout btw <33333

❶ Choose an episode of anime or television series you have on your computer. Make sure you're certain you want that one, you cannot change your mind. DO NOT TELL YOUR FLIST WHAT YOU CHOSE.
❷ Make note of how long the episode is here -> 24:39
❸ Ask your f-list to choose a time between 00:00 and whatever the length of your episode is. Be specific, (ie: 19:11, 21:09, 02:42)
❹ Make them an icon using THAT FRAME ONLY no matter what it is. And remember, you can only use that ONE episode you chose previous, even if the person posting isn't familiar with it.

Drama List for Artie <3

Fri, 22 May 2009 04:30:56 GMT

Alright, so since I'm lazy, I'm just going to post a Drama List for Artie on my LJ >>; orz

I'm not sure what type of drama Artie's looking for but here goes....

FOR sillyputtie ~ <3

JP:

Romance/Comedy:
Hanazakari to Kimitachi E aka HanaKimi - The first J-drama I got into. Because of a actor I just adore, I chose to watch it, and it was, surprisingly, amazing. It's hilarious with a mix of romance. Ashiya Mizuki (female) chose to follow after her idol, Sano Izumi into a all-boy's school, and desguised herself as a boy. Hilarity ensues as she tries to convince her idol to once again take up high jumping while protecting her secret. The all-boy's school is downright... insane >>; the boys are insane, they are always doing something crazy in the background, and their events are crazy. Their school is like a heavenly school on earth >>! I guess that's also why they subtitled it, "Ikemen Paradise" , "Hottie Paradise" XD

Mei-chan no Shitsuji- Really reminded me of Hanakimi minus the crazy background boys doing flips, Mei-chan's Butler is another hilarious show, introducing a poor girl who always lived in the countryside, Shinonome Mei, into the world of Butlers and Aristocrats. St. Lucia Acadamy is a school designed to model girls into the perfect aristocratic ladies. The school is rich, and only the rich snobby kids get to go, and each lady is always accompanied by a butler. Mei found out she's actually the granddaughter of the leader of one of the biggest influencial groups in Japan, and is requested to go to the school to become the next heir if she wants her parents to be buried in the same grave. She accepts the task and accepts her butler, Shibita Rihito, who is the reknowned S rank butler's help. At first hated by her classmates, her easygoing attitude wins friends over as she struggles to become a proper lady. Great series, loved it so much!

Nobuta Wo Produce- ...Does this really go here? It's more friendship than romance... Shuji has always thought everything in his life is a game. You win when you are able to get everything, all the girls, all the popularity, and he does so by lying to everyone and everything. He meets exchange student Nobuta and befriends old classmate, Akira, and his life changes. Akira is a carefree boy who would stand up to anything he believes in, and he truly believes that Shuji and him are friends. Nobuta has ridiculously low self-esteem, and is hated by a lot of the members of her school. She keeps her hair all over her face and is a living female ghost, but besides that, Shuji decided, the quickest way up the popularity chart in the school is to 'produce' her into the most popular girl in the school. Akira got roped in, but besides that, Akira already things the three of them would become best friends. Before Shuji knew it, he became closer to the two, and finds true friendship... wow cheesy XD But it's a really good series. Some of the things the boys do for Nobuta are really inspiring. I also got the prize for the Ghost Event in the RP from this show.

Slice of Life?/Comedy:

Gokusen 1: Yamaguchi Kumiko is a young teacher who came from a Yakuza family. She chose to abandon the Yakuza name and fight for her dream, to become a well-loved high school teacher. Her first job lands her in a nasty school with laid-back teachers and rebellious kids. The worst thing is that she's the homeroom teacher of the worst class of the school, 3-D. Class 3-D (year 3, class D, aka grade 12) has the worst students in it. They skip, they fight, and they rebel, basically a class of kids who have little future. Gokusen is about how Yamaguchi, with her Yakuza background, teaches the kids the true meaning of friendship, youth, and help the worst class in the school graduate, all the while trying to keep her secret hidden.

Gokusen 2: Yamaguchi is back, and this time she's entered a new high school, and once again, is teaching class 3-D of THIS high school. These kids are slightly worse than the ones she had before, these ones grouped themselves into gangs and split the class into 2. Yamaguchi will have to teach these kids how to work together, and hopefully get them to graduate as well.

Gokusen 3: ....same thing >>; again... THIS time, the kids are well known for their unbelievably violent attitude. Teachers were sent to the hospital in a flash <<! Yamaguchi, do your best! \o/!

Sushi Ouji: Ok so NOT slice of life... Maizu Tsukasa is known as the Sushi Ouji (sushi prince), and can create the most brilliant sushi. He goes on a journey to try to get rid of his one weakness- his fear of fish eyes, and to get better as a sushi chef. His journey brings him around Japan as he travels to become the best, but he later finds a group of people trying to impede on his learnings >>! ...its been SO LONG since I last saw this show <<; I don't remember a lot, but I loved it lots <3

Here is Greenwood: Koko wa Greenwood... Based on the manga, the drama is about a all-boys dorm called Greenwood and the daily crazy trouble the boys get into. Only 2 eps are out (the subbing group's a little slow I'm sorry orz) but its worth watching. A peaceful and cute show about friendship and... well Yaoi fangirls get their dreams right? XD

Delicious Gakuen: another not really splice of life, but... great show. 3 people are kidnapped and brought to Delicious Gakuen to be trained to become chefs. The only way to graduate quickly is to defeat the 4 kings of cooking (the 4 teachers of the school). The three learn to rely on eachother as well as two other students in the school and the 5 bonded together to struggle against the teachers and try to graduate. It's a always hilarious show with non-stop laughs for every episode. The 5 all have different personalities and they mesh together really well. The music's amazing (courtesy of AAA, one of my fav. bands), you won't regret it if you picked this up >>!

Mystery/Comedy:

Trick 1- Magician Yamada Naoko is a poor young female dropped out into the working world with nothing but her own knowledge on magic tricks. She tries to get a living off tricks on the street, but of course, that gets her no where. She is hired by University teacher, Ueda Jirou to investigate on a weird mysterious case and the two team up. With Ueda's scientific knowledge and Yamada's magic skills, the two tackle on case after case of mysteries and they reveal the craziest and unbelievable stunts to be merely tricks. Yamada and Ueda hates each other's guts and Yamada's greed along with Ueda's pride makes the most hilarious partners in this mystery, romance, comedy. Do watch it if you have time, it's really good!

Trick 2- and they're at it again... with more crazy tricks

Trick 3- and again... but this is the last of the series *sad*

Puzzle- I never finished this, but it's similar to Trick. High school teacher Ayukawa Misako along with three high school students mixed together by some weird string of fate tackle weird incidences like disappearing people and all that weird magic mumbo jumbo. Misako is surprisingly stingy <<; and the students are really smart, so a interesting mix. I should finish this X3

Voice- Not really mystery, but... about a group of University students taking forensics. Almost like House but with 4 or 5 or 6 people, not sure how much. I only saw 2 eps, but it's pretty good, and sad. Every dead body has a voice only those who are in Forensics can hear... That's the theme of the show, and is expressed very well. The only thing that bugged me was that the main character tends to presume too much, making it slightly less real. Overall, a good series so far.

Action:

Resuce- Firefighters fighting fire. What else can I say? Ok, just jokes, but this is a genuinely great series. A handful of firefighters try to make their way into the special unit. I only watched 5 episodes, and I love it. One thing that I can say for sure is great is the reality of this show. Not everyone comes out of a fire alive, and not everyone can make it to their goal, some people HAVE to be left behind. Rescue shows that theme beautifully with equal sad and happy moments. Really intense show with GREAT music!!! >>! <3

Fantasy/Action:

Fuma no Kojiro: LOVELOVELOVELOVE THIS SHOW <3 Made after the manga with the same creator as Saint Seiya! About a school who's in war with another school, the other school is turning all the schools evil, and the leader behind it all is the Yasha Hime, Demon Princess. The only school that's still not turned evil yet sends for help, and searches for the ninjas in the mountains, the Fuuma clan. The Fuuma clan (wind demon clan) answers their call for help and send their strongest shinobi (ninjas) to the school to protect it. The ninjas are NOTHING you would expect. They fight with Bokuto(wooden sword) and uses a variety of magic and weapons (like feathers!) the music is so nice in the show, and the fights are pretty cool. The demon school also sends the same number of ninjas to fight the Fuuma, and it turns into a all-out war. There are happy and sad times throughout the show, but there's a lot of angst due to people dying left and right. Good show though <3

Tokyo Ghost Trip: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE this show to bits. It's about the 2 heirs of the Inui family and their everyday life with their cousin. The Inui family is famous for their exorcists and itako (similar to excorcists, but they summon ghosts into their body and lend their body to spirits so they can finish whatever they have to finish before leaving our plane) and the 2 heirs, along with their cousin and 3 other people (who are in relation to the Inui family) join together to fight their poor lives and fend against starvation! But what's this? A evil shinigami (death god, reaper) is watching over them >>! I haven't watched a lot, only onto disk 3 of my dvd's so I'm not sure what's going to happen, but it's exciting X3

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Chinese/Cantonese Dramas:

There are SOOO many.... where to start...

Prince of Tennis: no joke. They made POT chinese drama. It's... actually not bad! It doesn't follow the anime or manga perfectly, and Ryoma's one HELL of an ass, but it's still a enjoyable show. Kid tennis genius joins college tennis team. Learns about frienship, teamwork and becomes LESS of an ass... what else is it to say? It's POT.

Heart of Fencing 1 and 2- College students find true love... and true friendship through... fencing? and trying to find a four leaf clover... OMG I can't remember the exacts about 1 but 2 is similar yet different. 2's Sunshine Heartbeat, about another group of students and about a girl who got a fortune reading when really young about finding her true love with the four leaf clover birthmark, and if she doesnt her 2 sisters will suffer. So she searches for him in the school volleyball team. Soudns stupid but.. I helped sub it <<;

I'm not going to put much more until I can find good subs for it =3=

So if you find any of them interesting, tell me and I'll send u a link to bittorrent it! <3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 22:14:35 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*breathes* ok I feel better...

Math AP Tests are evil
That is all...

*must push posts down*

*le sigh* A highway patrol airplane flies 3 mi above a level, straight road at a constant rate of 120mph. The pilot sees an oncoming car and with radar determines that at the instant the line-of-sight distance from plane to car is 5 mi the line-of-sight distance is decreasing at the rate of 160 mph. Find the car's speed alon the highway.

...wow really... Because airplane pilots are THAT bored when they're working BECAUSE THEY DONT DRIVE THE PLANE, I SWEAR!

*facedesk*

Ahh~ I need to get 60 bux for graduation as well~

hoo~ And also DRIVE THROUGH my next bio test with a good score >>!
and chem test too~

Life sux <3

Birthday Present for Another Special Person <3

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 05:26:13 GMT

Everyone has bdays in April... haha
This is for another dear person of mine, Happy Birthday and enjoy the fail story... I'm sorry ;;
For ellegunis , Happy 25th! <3

How accepting...
That was one of the first thoughts that passed my mind when I met her. In a large group like this, I never expected that out of the 8, 9 people I would become so close to a specific two... So much we managed to strip ourselves from our masks and confronting each other as ourselves.

She warmed up to everyone quick, and is open and accepting. She was easy to talk to, easy to befriend, someone I could warm up to easily.

Before I knew it, we became friends...

She's open and expressive, and most of all, accepting. I like that part about her, and I became attached to her. We shared many laughs together, enjoyed each other's company and passed whatever trial that ever came close to tearing us apart.

I can't recall when, but for the three of us, our friendship became irreplaceable, and the thought of losing them began to scare me. I will continue to hope and dream that we can laugh and play together forever.

But I can only blame myself for not remembering... Everyone has their own problems, and laughs and cheers don't make up life.

I shouldn't have been surprised, but I was, when she revealed some of her problems outside of our little world. She is always so mature, always knew what to say, and always was the one who helped us, I didn't know what to say or how to react. But only one thought crossed my mind, I don't want to lose her.

What would she do if she was in this situation? What can I do to help? It pains me to know there's nothing I could do but hope and pray for her from afar.

For the first time in years, I prayed and cried myself to sleep.

I usually think, things will look up, it'll be a brighter day tomorrow, and everything will be alright... But I became less and less confident... I know surely I must be changing.

------

We'd cry if anything happened to you. We'll give you a hug when you're feeling down. We'd support you when you need help. We care enough to cry, to laugh, to worry, to cheer for you as life throws its various ups and downs at you.

Happy Birthday, and for the many years to come, we'll continue to laugh and cry together. Let's leave that as a promise.

For my dear friend, Al.
May the future bring you happiness, and even if it doesn't, we'll tackle it together.

-Matty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7o2fZEKiMVw

LOVE SO SWEET~Arashi
Ever since I realised that what was shining wasn't the mirror and it wasn't the sun – it was you
There's been one more love story – the moon smiling way above the tearful clouds

My wounded dreams are on the other side of yesterday
Let my love song ring out into the sky

Memory, I'll never, ever forget this sky, even if we're apart
There'll never again be a season when I meet someone I love so much
Shine brighter, my greatest lady, this love is sure to softly reach you
Believing is everything, love so sweet

I hold out my hand to the sky so I can always see it from there
And memories of being with you spread out
I was so obstinate and stubborn
And you changed me, this love story is in motion

May our two winding roads
Merge together here and become a rainbow
Memory, I've been chasing this dream all this time, even if we go far away
No matter how tough the night, even if I'm about to give up on my promise
Smile more, my final lady, this love is sure to softly reach you
There's no night that won't give way to the dawn, love so sweet

This love I can't tell you about
Becomes flowers that rain down on the town
No matter where I am, I feel you here

Memory, I'll never, ever forget this sky, even if we're apart
There'll never again be a season when I meet someone I love so much
Shine brighter, my greatest lady, this love is sure to softly reach you
Believing is everything
There's no night that won't give way to the dawn
Believing is everything, love so sweet
<<; I'm sorry ;; Here is another embarrassing story from me >.<
once again, Happy Bday <3

HARUFEST... WAS FUCKING EPIC

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 06:28:35 GMT

JFDKAUTRIEOAREHGVAC
WHAT CAN I SAY?!
IT WAS SOOO EPIC!!!JUST...PLAIN... EPIC!!!
I met so many new friends, most from the HUGE ASS hetalia group we made up!

Alright so... today I dressed up as China from Hetalia (WANG YAO!) and was helping out volunteering. I was doing reception earlier with K-san,
and BOY the first cosplayer I spot was a N. Italy RUNNING AROUND OUTSIDE LIKE A PSYCHO <3 And also a random America (Who I later found out was a friend from harukazetenshi 's school, who was ALSO there with a Canada (who was also from the same school)

SURPRISE! The Canada cosplayer from Sobabowl was there!!! I WAS SO DAMN HAPPY I GOT TO TALK TO HER! <3 She was cosplaying Vietnam this time! And with her... sister i believe who was Thailand!

Anyways, to name them all, there were...
COMMUNIST!China(me), ChineseChina, Japan, Italy1, Italy2, Italy3, America, Canada, UK, Thailand, Vietnam, Belarus, Ukraine, HRE and Russia,Prussia,Germany who didn't make it.

We took as many pics as possible >>! I really loved everyone =3 they're all so awesome!

So... PICSPAM!

Hetalia... FUCK YA!

WOOOOT we grow!

WE GROW SOME MORE!
Our beloved Feli from our APH RP is in this one!
And we met a Belarus and Ukraine along the way as well.
We also won the cosplay contest! Italy1, HRE, America, Canada, UK, Commie!China, Japan, Thailand, Vietnam, Belarus and Ukraine were in there with us. It was EPIC!

Why so OSM?!!?!?

AZN POWAAA! I really like this pic tbh X3

Belarus and Ukraine... they're so epic!!! I didn't get their emails tho ;;

China:...Wut?
Japan: &$*!(@)$#@^*&(!!!
Italy:....pasta....

...lolwut?
Azncest!

WUT?!
China spreads communism...

UK and USA!

...wut?
China:SUUUUUN!
Japan:...*so relaxed~*
Vietnam:....Brothers?

Axis Bonding Time!

*China spots the two!*

...*ATTEMPTS TO SABOTAGE*

Anyways that's all for pics!
Our skit on the other hand consisted of something like this...:

Japan: *runs on stage with a panda*

China: *runs after* GIMME BACK MY PANDA, JAPAN!

Japan: NO! GET AWAY FROM ME, CHINA!

China: FFFFFT THAT'S IT, THIS IS WAR! COME, MY SIBLINGS, THAILAND AND VIETNAM!

Thai+Viet: *enters* W-what's going on?

Japan: Oh yeah?! ITALY!!!

Italy: *runs up* HI JAPAN!

China: ... GRAH Fine, if you wanna play like that... COME, MY ALLIES! UK, AMERICA, CANADA!

America/UK/Canada:*walks on*

America:...You called ITALY?!

China:...Of all people -_-;

Italy: I-I...I SURRENDER!

Japan:...Where's Russia?

Belarus: *walks on* Russia?! WHERE'S RUSSIA?!

Everyone: *backs far away*

Ukraine: SISTER! COME BACK, NO DONT! *drags Belarus back*

Italy: Wait wait wait, I have a solution to this...

....

Italy: PASTA!

Everyone: ... *faceplants*

HRE: *RUNS UP AND TACKLES ITALY*

Italy: AHHHHHHHHH

Japan: *NINJA ESCAPES*

China: *CHASES*

Everyone: *FOLLOWS*

and that was it. It was really fun!
I hope to see those guys again... they're really epically awesome =3

-Azure

A Birthday Present For A Special Person

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:52:13 GMT

A dear friend of mine's birthday is coming up, so I wrote her a story... well sort of >>;; it's lame and I noticed I better start writing more soon or I won't pass my English Final.

To a special friend, "Thank you" and I hope you have a spectacular birthday and upcoming year.

Eternity

I don’t believe in eternity. Reality is the antithesis of eternity and endlessness. Change is inevitable, and endings and beginnings come hand in hand with change. I run head-in into relationships and all sorts of beginnings with the end in mind. Nothing lasts forever, and that’s just the laws of the world, an inevitable and cruel joke that life brings us.

That’s how I always viewed things. That was my policy in life, and that’s how I lived for the past 17 years. I can say that I’m down to earth, or that I face reality solidly… but someone changed that about me and taught me that reality has more faces than that cruel one.

It wasn’t long ago, when I decided to meet some new people, bring new beginnings. It’s nothing unusual, I have a fun time with a group, keep the memories, and move on… But I didn’t expect that I would be the one that’s changing.

I met them after we grouped up. It was predetermined, and I didn’t mind meeting new people, and neither did they apparently. We started out as partners, the three of us, then later we grew attached, and just like how any normal story goes, we became close friends.

Our class eventually grew closer to one another. It’s a big class, but we managed to all mingle and befriend one another. Everyone’s exceptionally nice and caring, we band together when one of us is suffering, and together we get past each day with a smile and laugh.

The three of us became such close friends. We told each other things that others don’t know, and we looked in each other for comfort and help when times looked bad. Before we knew it, we became strongly attached to one another.

But I knew it wouldn’t last.

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It is the people and their wills that drive us to reach for eternity. Change can occur , but it is not change that tears us apart, it is our lack of will. Nothing could tear us apart but ourselves. Eternity is not a dream but a part of reality that is hidden and hard to grasp. Whether you wish to work hard to take a hold of eternity or not is only blocked by your lack of courage and hope. You walk your life, your life does not drive you.

I’m scared of getting too close. I’m scared of getting hurt when fate breaks up our friendship. I’m so scared that one day we’ll just… stop being friends. Do those two really consider me as a close friend, or am I thinking too much? Am I as important to them as they are important to me? Do I dare take the extra step and pour out my heart, like I’ve never really done before?

One of my two close friends taught me something on a dark, and cold night. I remember that it was just snowing and right before spring. She was feeling down, so I talked to her, hoping in some way to help her. Little did I know, I would be the one who was confronted.

I should really stop trying to help, when sometimes I make things worse, and I’m not good at cheering people up… But I didn’t care. Oddly enough, I just wanted to see her smile again. What was supposed to be me helping her with her problems turned upside down, and she began to change my depressing views instead.

“Changes happen, and when they do, they bring endings, but also beginnings. Just hold onto your hopes and memories of the past, then bring it with you throughout your life… That’s how I see things.”

“…I’m sorry but that’s I don’t think that’s how things should be.” I looked at her, astonished. Not once has anyone challenged my view before.. Was I actually wrong? All these years? “That’s too sad… going into a relationship knowing it will end. I hate it when people say that things will eventually die out… When it isn’t life that tears us apart, it is ourselves.” She looked back at me, determined.

I didn’t know what to say. No one has said that to me before, and never have I had to stare back, with a loss of words.

“It hurts to know that you think that way…” She told me, her eyes saddening. I looked back, shocked and confused. I didn’t want her to feel sad… I don’t want her to look so depressed….

Those few words, I kept in my mind, an I will never forget.. Was it then? Then did I make my decision to change myself? Not just for myself, but for them…

The future is brighter than we see it to be. She taught me that. She taught me something called Eternity, something I never truly grasped before… something I never believed in. It scares me, but I want to try and take this one step and this changed approach. Maybe she changed my life, maybe she changed a lot of me…and the only words I can give her are:

Thank you, sillyputtie . Happy Birthday.

Life is always changing, and people do change, but as long as we hold onto the rope tied to us, we’ll never separate, right? Don’t worry, I don’t plan on leaving or going anywhere. Within 4 years, we’ll see each other and I’ll send you a real hug,, but for now… Happy birthday and best wishes for a great year. *hugs tightly*

“http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbcHJPwB9Eo&feature=related

Fairytale by Guang Liang

I've forgotten how long it has been
since I've never again...
listened to you telling your beloved fairytale
I've thought for a long time
I start to panic
have I done something wrong?

You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can't possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can't possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

I want to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

I will be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending“

Thank you Arthur, Happy Birthday.

自我紹介

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 07:28:53 GMT

最新に言っていこ…どんな間違ったの事があるならばごめんね！私ただ友達が読めないで欲しいだ…違う、私は友達を読んでるが欲しいけれど…まあ、とにかく始めよう！

なんか今日私と私大事な友達と話した。なんか寂しいの感じがいる。あの友達は私を何も隠しないで言った。ならばこのジャーノルに私の全部を書いてね。
これが私自分の思考を組織の為です。それだけだ。

私の名前はジャッキーです。ネットに私はアズレです。最近私はRPに加わるしました。ヘタリアのRPです。
私は十七歳、カナダに住んでいます。父さん、母さんと姉ちゃんがいます、けど父さんが嫌いです。

私の家族はびんぼうです。父さんはおおばかだ、色々な事がｙりました、最後に、家族を失墜した。でも私は人達と友達の哀れみを探してではない。

很小的时候，我是一个很淘气的小孩。我经常不会把我自己真的面子拿出来。我的朋友全都是假的，我一點都不开心，到了中学，我才変了。

先に私と私の大臣の友達を話しました。私は今まだまだですね…私は変わりたい…もっともっと良いの人に変わりたいだけど…
かんぺっきの人はこの世界にはない。私はただ馬鹿の考えがばっかりね。でもそんあ考えは違うならば…今私はどうする…
いつも、私はもっと良いの人に変わりたいだけど…私のアープロチュは間違った。今私は迷子を見たい…誰か、私を教えてください。

分からない…本当に分からないだ…
私の友達は私の大事の人達です。だけど自分はそんな酷いの奴で…ごめんあさい。

なんか、未来はすごく黒いを見たい…道を無くした。誰か助けて…

私は馬鹿だ！！とにかく！自分の道を無くしたならば私は他の人を手伝い事が出来ない！でもアーサを手伝う欲しい…私は悲しいな人だよな。

＞。＜もういい…私ただ皆をもっとオープンにしたい！それだけだ！そう、あれは第一のステプだよな！
友達が大好き、だから終わりの事が思ってない！アーサと言うとい！自分を隠すはだめだ！その”永遠”の事を信じよ！

とにがく
アーサ、貴方はすごいです。自分はゲキダザでわない！悲しいの人は私自分です。貴方は本当にすごいと思う。
アル、ありがとう、実は貴方を羨ましいです。どうか、貴方はどんな言葉を言ってるが知ってるし、アーサと話も優しいし、私は比較しません。でも、貴方も大好きです。

自分は悲しいの人だよな～まあ～元気出して、アズレ！明日は新しいの日だ！一歩一歩に変わる！出来ます！ファイット！

ー水野アズレ

Editted RP Matthew's Past

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 05:23:59 GMT

I realized I forgot to add something >>;; my bad..

Matthew Williams
M
16
Deceased Mother(Silvia) and Father(Ryan)
Matthew Williams came from a rich family that lived in central Canada. His family owned a mansion, and Matthew had grown in up in a warm and happy family. His mother, Silvia, had loved him deeply and often spoiled the boy, creating a sheltered life for Matthew. His father, Ryan, had been very loving and caring, but had put his work above his family. Matthew was also taught to play hockey at a young age, and would often play with his father while his mother watched on the side, laughing gently.
At the age of five, Matthew got a polar bear back pack from his mother as a birthday present. Being spoiled and protected most of his life, Matthew was oblivious to his mother's growing illness. His father loved Silvia, but was on a business leave, so Matthew was left with his mother alone. Matthew got into a argument with Silvia, which ended up in the boy throwing a tantrum and spilling tea on the teddy's right hand. Shortly after, he ran out of the mansion, crying, and still holding his bear.
Worried for her son, Silvia ran after him and searched the city for Matthew, only to end up fainting on the sidewalk due to her illness. She was rushed to the hospital after, and Matthew stayed in the park near his house until midnight, where he watched the stars, accompanied by only his teddy bear pack he named Kumajirou. When he returned home and saw his father had returned, he happily ran back into the house, only to be greeted by his father's anger. When he found out about his mother's condition, he immediately departed to the hospital with his father.
When Matthew reached the hospital, his mother had just passed away. His father angrily lashed out at the boy and blamed him for his mother's illness, and eventually her death. Matthew took the hits and the blaim, as he too, cursed himself for being so weak and selfish, unable to save or protect his own mother.
As the days pass, Matthew noticed a change in his father as he drowned his sorrow in alcohol and eventually lost his job. He never picked up hockey again, for even when he mentioned it to his father, he would get angry and attack Matthew. It was the one thing that bound the family closely together, but since Silvia died, it no longer acted as the catalyst for happiness, but the coffin for depression. Matthew did everything he could to get into boarding schools since Junior High, evading his own home like a plague. Eventually, he moved from school to school when his past was found out, and he was discriminated for his actions. He never let Kumajirou out of his sight, for it represented the only person who loved him, and was also the weakness in him that he cannot let go or forgive. Each school he went to, he was shunned and hated for being childlike, holding onto his bear with dear life. He was bullied until he graduated Jr. High, and entering High School frightened him deeply. He still tries to hide his past as well as he can and despite the bear being the sole reason he's being picked on, he still loves it and refuses to seperate from it.

The only time Matthew is seen not holding onto his bear is when he's around Arthur. He is trying to rid himself of his past and guilt as well as his weakness. Perhaps in the future, he'll finally 'outgrow' Kumajirou and learn to be more confident and independent.

SOBABOWL III!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 19:08:45 GMT

Overall pretty fun, there were times that were boring, epic, entertaining, scary, relaxing, tiring.. AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!!!
I went as Fuji Shuusuke from Prince of Tennis along with my cosplay group dubbed "I Broke My Hips", with Empire (Kirihara Akaya, Jade), ILikeSwords(Tezuka, Yanagi) and of course my group TenimyuRR (Ryoma, Fuji and Shishido) we had one HELL of a time and we won the cosplay contest~~~

Here's a few vids/pics of the EVENTFUL day!~

NEW OT3?!

OMG A CANADA COSPLAYER <33333333333333333333333333333 MATTY AIR PUNCH OF HAPPINESS!~~~

NEW OTP!?!??!?!!?

Random Shot- Tenshi and Me

Our Skit that won the contest!~~

US BEING BORED <3333

And that's all for now~ X3 (Still miffed we didn't win the dance off >>;;; It would have been FAR MORE interesting...)

RP Stuffz!

Sat, 14 Mar 2009 03:52:08 GMT

Yaaay so I finally got off my lazy ass and typed out Matty's past in the Hetalia RP we're doing...

SPOILER ALERT~~~ for anyone from the RP reading this >>;;;

Matthew Williams
M
16
Deceased Mother(Silvia) and Father(Ryan)
Matthew Williams came from a rich family that lived in central Canada. His family owned a mansion, and Matthew had grown in up in a warm and happy family. His mother, Silvia, had loved him deeply and often spoiled the boy, creating a sheltered life for Matthew. His father, Ryan, had been very loving and caring, but had put his work above his family.
At the age of five, Matthew got a polar bear back pack from his mother as a birthday present. Being spoiled and protected most of his life, Matthew was oblivious to his mother's growing illness. His father loved Silvia, but was on a business leave, so Matthew was left with his mother alone. Matthew got into a argument with Silvia, which ended up in the boy throwing a tantrum and spilling tea on the teddy's right hand. Shortly after, he ran out of the mansion, crying, and still holding his bear.
Worried for her son, Silvia ran after him and searched the city for Matthew, only to end up fainting on the sidewalk due to her illness. She was rushed to the hospital after, and Matthew stayed in the park near his house until midnight, where he watched the stars, accompanied by only his teddy bear pack he named Kumajirou. When he returned home and saw his father had returned, he happily ran back into the house, only to be greeted by his father's anger. When he found out about his mother's condition, he immediately departed to the hospital with his father.
When Matthew reached the hospital, his mother had just passed away. His father angrily lashed out at the boy and blamed him for his mother's illness, and eventually her death. Matthew took the hits and the blaim, as he too, cursed himself for being so weak and selfish, unable to save or protect his own mother.
As the days pass, Matthew noticed a change in his father as he drowned his sorrow in alcohol and eventually lost his job. Matthew did everything he could to get into boarding schools since Junior High, evading his own home like a plague. Eventually, he moved from school to school when his past was found out, and he was discriminated for his actions. He never let Kumajirou out of his sight, for it represented the only person who loved him, and was also the weakness in him that he cannot let go or forgive. Each school he went to, he was shunned and hated for being childlike, holding onto his bear with dear life. He was bullied until he graduated Jr. High, and entering High School frightened him deeply. He still tries to hide his past as well as he can and despite the bear being the sole reason he's being picked on, he still loves it and refuses to seperate from it.

The only time Matthew is seen not holding onto his bear is when he's around Arthur. He is trying to rid himself of his past and guilt as well as his weakness. Perhaps in the future, he'll finally 'outgrow' Kumajirou and learn to be more confident and independent.

*Names are pending and is subject to change*

Effection Meters: (As of March 13, 2009)
Arthur Kirkland: ||||
Alfred F. Jones: ||||
Romano Vargas: ||
Im YongSoo: |
Heracles: |
Brielle Seychelles: |
Gilbirt Weillschmidt: -|
-Rest are on 0-

很久没見！！

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 21:06:04 GMT

さしぶりです！アズレはすごく忙しいですから…（笑）

Life's been crazy and I've been busy. IRL is pretty a huge train wreck of hell, and now I find my escape on msn >>;; (Though I should really be fixing my IRL problems... like marks...) But rather than ranting about it, I'm going to let it slide...

I've been busying myself with a RP in the Hetalia community. Playing Matthew Williams (Canada) from Hetalia in a high school setting. It's fun, and I met a lot of great people, and it's so great that I'm scared of losing it. (haha)

Anime con coming up again next week. Sobabowl! And I'll be cosplaying Fuji Shuusuke again to do a dance with Empire. Interesting as it is, I'm worried... about lots of things. Blah, life just being sucky, you know? XD

Today I got a msg from B-chan from Facebook about making a surprise party for my old friend, M-san. Lots of people I haven't talked to for years will be there, and I tihnk that's what brought me down today. (I hope I didn't worry anyone on the RP... ) That and my parents still nagging me about my marks. I feel a lot of pressure, and I just want to die. Wish they understood that.

Anyways, I don't plan on going. I'm scared to see them again, and it'll be plenty awkward. I just have to make up and excuse.. somehow...

I have so much stuff to do, but so little time. It seems grad is just around the corner, and after talking to a friend, K-chan, I really am feeling kinda lonely. I met so much cool people at W-koukou that I don't want ot leave it. Just imagining the table empty on the first day of next year brought tears to my eyes. It hurts but life goes on, yes?

Listening to sad music doesn't help much >>;;

So much stuff to worry about, but so little time. I can't even be very happy about passing my Japanese Proficiency Test. Oh well, I'm sure I'll look back one day and laugh.

*bows* as Matthew J. Kirkland, I bid yee farewell~ (haha)
It's been a while, but...
Azure desu! Watashi wo wasurenaide kudasai!

Here's my grad pic btw >>;;

分からないどうしてだけど…最近に私はちょっと寂しいだ…IRLに笑うの事が出来ない…
M高校の人達が会いたいかもしれない。
分からない！ただ私の胸がちょっと痛いんだ
変だろう？

Randomly trying crap.

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 02:32:23 GMT

BluePhoenix

Trying out this beautiful layout made by someone over at Hetalia People there are so talented! And I do love Canada over there... so cute! And papa England is love... <3

link → link → link → link → link → profile credit

Mmmm....

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 01:35:26 GMT

Haven't posted for a while, so I thought I'd waste sometime on LJ, since i was over at Hetalia earlier anyways, posting some pics X3 (although I sadly murdered Arthur... I'M SORRY ;_;!!!)

So, I'll post a few pics I drew over the course of the month. All of them are crossover pics, mainly of Code Geass and Katekyou Hitman Reborn, although there are a lot of other ones I'm planning... (Like POT! and SOUL EATER! and SHAMAN KING! And most likely work on my Hetalia drawing skills... I'm Hetare at drawing, ne? *smacks self for pun*)

Lelouch as Mukuro:

Arthur Vi Britannia:

KHR in Code Geass:

HETALIA~~~!!! ^___^

Bellerose 2008

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:43:35 GMT

So yesterday, Oct. 25, 2008, I went to Bellerose Anime Convention down at St. Alberts! It was full of insane fun and tiring out, indeed. It was very fun, considering this time I met so many of my old friends, and was stuck in with a large group~ I hope to hang with them in Harufest as well! (Oh boy, My school this time! Exciting!)

I went as Rokudo Mukuro from Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn! What's more, I was in a huge group of Reborn cosplayers! Dino, Hibari, Yamamoto, Gokudera, (me- Rokudo), Colonello, Bianchi, ~~some ninja (LOL),~~ Ryohei~~....Am I missing someone?~~ were all the reborn cosplayers~ We took so many pics together, and we had 1 group pic taken by someone else... and a lot of pictures people wanted me haha, who would expect Rokudo would be such a beloved character? (Oh~But I love Hibari so much more!!! Hibari's my fav character, then Rokudo then Goku i think...)

I met friends from school, some kids from anime club, and some random people who yelled out- 'ARE YOU FROM WAGNER?!' which kinda scared me... lol

I loved the pictures we took together, but our Dino has them... I'm just waiting for herm to send them out XD So many Yaoi shots, and so many funny shots! The classroom shots were hilarious.. I'll post when I get them!
oh screw it, Dino did a great job with the pics on this...
jaki_ryuujin
Check out our shots! They're great! Rokudo BLARG at the end a little creepy... but ya awesome! Loved the school story, was hilarious!
WHY AM I TELEPORTING IN RANDOM DIRECTIONS?! O_O oh stupid illusion eye...

harukazetenshi took so many emo rokudo pictures, they look great! Just have to get her to post them haha

It was definitely fun, a little cold, some tears, some sweat, some battling (oh wow, epic rpg turn-based battle...), some epic skitting, ahhhh was a fun con indeed! Hope to see them at Haru!

AWESOME

SNOWW!!! WINDD!! EPIC FIGHT!!!

アアアア～　サシブリ～～！！！

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 05:46:06 GMT

Hi everyone! long time no see!!! (...who am I talking to?) so much has happened... SO MUCH! I was going to post during my Vancouver visit (which was epic...) but I didn't get a chance to... or I was just having too much fun STUFFING MY FACE WITH FOOD!!!

Anyways to compensate, here's a few photos....

A wonderous night view high up in the hotel... A creepy hallway in the hotel... that leads to a very creepy door...

The creepy door it led to...

And something more normal.. or not! The legendary "5 greens of death!"

There's so much more pictures I can post, but I won't spam my blog with em... no!

First off, the hotel was beautiful. It was big, and had lots of things you can do, like a gym, a tennis court (I DIDN'T GET TO GO PLAY TENNIS WAAAAH!) out door AND indoor pool! pretty place indeed... except it was still under construction (hence the creepy hallway and door... it's supposed to be a elevator!)

We went to the asian-ist mall I have ever seen in my life. It was called... something mall! (way to forget the name!) and ever shop was either mandarin, cantonese, japanese or else korean. It was definitely a lot of fun poking around and trying all those languages (except korean...) out! And get this! I went into a Japanese book store and bought a few magazines for really cheap, and the woman at the counter thought I was Japanese and started blabbing Japanese at me... luckily I understood! (most of it!)

Anyways, so the drink is from the crazy asian mall and my sister bought the craziest drink ever... it was the "5 greens of death" basically, green pepper, cucumber, green apple, avacado and something else... We can't remember well. They blended the whole thing into a smoothie and got that... well it was a lot more... green until we let it sit for less than five minutes AND IT SEPERATED!! WHAT IS THIS LEGENDARY DRINK?! IS IT EVEN EDIBLE?! I tried some and all I have to say is- I don't think it's meant for oral intaking..

Vancouver was definitely fun, I bought a lot of things and for the first time, experienced a asian game center! Ya! It was so cool! We played gachapon and sutre! or else known as street fighter! It was so fun! I definitely want to go back sometime again.

Other issues... LARP- going very well. Jen(my sister) is still alive and kicking, thank gods! But just the other day, on our metagame, SHE THREW THOSE DANGEROUS ROCKS THAT EMINATED COLD CHILLS INTO A TAR PIT AND OPENED A DOOR TO HELL! Well, maybe not HELL but it opened up to SOMETHING just as bad... and then we god all these werewolf hunting wolves on our butt... WHY JEN, WHY?!?! WAY TO SCREW UP!

Cosplay- We will be going to Bellerose anime convention in two weeks! Oct. 25th, we'll be down in st. alberts enjoying ourselves! My sister and I got into a cosplay group thingy with my friend Aki as Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn! characters! I'm so excited! I'm playing pineapple- Rokudo Mukuro! My sis is being Gokudera Hayato, and we will have a Dino, Hibari, Bianchi, Yamamoto and EXTREME Ryouhei too! Oh, and a secret ninja man... this play is going to be epic!

BL Games... Wow, I really am bored. I went and dug up a whole bunch of BL/dating sim games out of aarinfantasy and got them onto my comp and now... I'M AN ADDICT EEEEK! PrincexPrince is so good... I LOVE THE VOICE ACTORS!!! KYAAA kenichi Suzumura is in it as the beautiful Reinhard~ and is also the main character in Silver Chaos! Kyaa~~~!! Ueada Yuji is in SC as well!!! Life is sweet!

Anyways *cough cough* I finished the Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn doujin game, the chinese one! It was soo gooooooooood... I cried in both stories! and for some bad reason... I'm just so good at getting BAD endings! I mean, what the heck?! I got a bad ending on Silver Chaos on my first playthrough... (no more stabbing hector....) and in orange heart, a prince of tennis doujin game, and also the TWO storylines for reborn! I'm just SO bad at dating sims >.< might mean I'll make a bad girlfriend... urk...

But anyways, I loved the reborn doujin game, it was really good. I loved all the endings, whether bad or good, I cried a lot. All the characters were drawn very well and the backgrounds and cg are beautiful. SO beautiful that I saved all the cg's! And the music! OH THE MUSIC! I want to find the OST for the game so bad!!! It's so great!!!

Here's a CG to feast on: (Ahh~ The blue is so nice~)

And to finish it off:

Won't you come under my control?~

Life goes on~!

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 21:29:15 GMT

So I passed my finals, and it's already a month into the summer holidays. I ended up with around 80-ish on most of my subjects, 90-something on math and chem. great. Whatever. My parent's didn't care so much so I shouldn't be bothered either.

So the 100 song-kioku concert was... AWESOME! I watched it 4 times since I got the dvd, and each time I would sing along, dance along, and just act like the crazy fangirl that I am. -cheers!- For some reason, though, Hoshi Souichirou wasn't very hyper? I wonder if he's sick? :(

So... I should stop saying that... I started Persona 3, finished Persona 3 actually, and cried like I never cried before. It was sad, happy, sweet, bitter, sour, spicy, and everything in between. What I'm trying to say is... IT WAS AWESOME! *cheers*! I'm replaying P3 on FES(the Journey) and will continue onto the Answer after my second play through.

I joined a LARP(live action role playing) group, takes place every third saturday, and I really joined because my friend (s-san) suggested it, and I'm like- What the heck! but really, WHAT THE HECK?! I know nothing about LARPing, and S-san and her boyfriend is is so into it, I feel bad if I drop out. So I'm going to the first LARP in... 40 minutes.. fun...

Tamagotchi?! I got re-addicted to my TAMAGOTCHI?! holy crap! Ma-san bought me a Tama V5 for my birthday 2 days ago, and I am so addicted it's not funny. I brought it to work and everything! I manage to feed it behind my supervisor's back hahaha!

I just fell back head over heels into Kyou kara maou again. Since season 3 came out, I've been dying to continue watching it! I really have to lay off some of the anime...

Maple came back into my life. Yes. Maple Story. I started on the private servers that came on, and made my little place into a guild as jr. master in Maple Geek, which then decided to crap with the players and shut down. well F that. I still keep in contact with some friends in the guild, but really, I miss a lot of them. So now I'm on JuicyMS! Where I created, for the first time, a Male character... and more surprising? A Male MAGE! His name's HoroHoro (typical...) and is a Ice mage! Yes Ice mage.. not ice/lightning, ICE! My devotion has gone into a whole new level.
But of course, AzurePhoenix is still one of my characters XD

My sis and I started on Tales of the Abyss again, in celebration of the future release of TOS 2: Knight of Ratosk or something... but the english decided to change it to TOS 2: Dawn of something stupid... Can't remember. But yeah, TOTA is a good game, I now remember why I was so addicted long ago.

That's about it...
and as promised:

1    Kikumaru Eiji
2    Akutagawa Jirou
3    Mukahi Gakuto
4    Ootori Choutarou
5    Kirihara Akaya
6    Atobe Keigo
7    Shishido Ryou
8    Sengoku Kiyosumi
9    Marui Bunta
10    Echizen Ryoma
10    Fuji Shuusuke
12    Akira Kamio
13    Momoshirou Takeshi
14    Yagyuu Hiroshi
15    Kaidou Kaoru
16    Dan Taichi
17    Fuji Yuuta
18    Amane 'Davide' Hikaru
19    Saeki Koujirou
20    Tezuka Kunimitsu
21    Hiyoshi Wakashi
21    Inui Sadaharu
23    Ibu Shinji
24    Kisarazu Ryou
24    Kita Ichiuma
26    Akutsu Jin
27    Echizen Ryoga
27    Wakato Hiroshi
29    Yukimura Seiichi
30    Mizuki Hajime
31    Oishi Shuichirou
32    Niou Masaharu
33    Oshitari Yuushi
34    Sanada Genichirou
35    Kurobane Karukaze
36    Kuwahara Jackal
37    Minami Kentarou
37    Minamoto Takuma
39    Tanaka Kouhei
39    Tanaka Youhei
41    Ishida Tetsu
41    Muromachi Touji
41    Nishikiori Tsubasa
41    Nitobe Inakichi
41    Sakurai Masaya
41    Saotome Harumi
47    Aoi Kentarou
47    Aragaki
47    Arai Masashi
50    Kawamura Takashi
50    Kevin Smith
52    Karupin
53    Kajimoto Takahisa
53    Kaneda Ichirou
53    Katou Kachirou
56    Arnald Ignashov
56    Banda 'Banjii' Mikiya
56    Billy Cassidy
56    Chitose Senri
56    Echizen Nanjirou
61    Mizuno Katsuo
61    Mori Tatsunori
61    Yamato Yuudai
61    Yanagi Renji
65    Akazawa Yoshirou
65    Kite Eishirou
65    Kongawa Junpei
65    Konjiki Koharu
69    Itsuki Marehiko
69    Kabaji Munehiro
69    Kai Yuujirou
69    Terry Griffey
69    Tom Griffey
69    Tooyama Kintarou
69    Tsuta Akane
69    Uchimura Kyousuke
69    Urayama Shiita
78    Yanagisawa Shinya
78    Zaizen Hikaru
80    Michael Lee
81    Horio Satoshi
81    Nomura Takuya
81    Ojii
81    Ryuuzaki Sumire
81    Shiba Saori
81    Shiraishi Kuranosuke
81    Shiranui Tomoya
81    Shudou Satoshi
81    Tachibana Kippei
81    Takase Masato
81    Taki Haginosuke
92    Meino Nanako
93    Inoue Mamoru
93    Ishida Gin
93    Kiraku Yasuyuki
93    Kiriyama Daichi
93    Kitamura Wataru
93    Shinjou Reiji
93    Tachibana An
93    Tanishi Kei
101    Kisarazu Atsushi
102    Bobby Max
102    Chinen Hiroshi
102    Chitose Miyuki
102    Habu Itto
102    Higashikata Masami
102    Hirakoba Rin
102    Hitouji Yuuji
102    Ryuuzaki Sakuno
102    Sakaki Tarou
111    Osakada Tomoka
111    Osamu Watanabe
111    Oshitari Kenya
111    Ota Shou
111    Richard Baker

I really don't like Baker-san... what can I say???

Chem Test OVA!

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 21:49:28 GMT

And the Chem Test is OVER! I dunno, I was stuck on one question... but watever. I blame the question for being weird and the teacher for not teaching us...
but more importantly...

I PREORDERED THE TENIPURI 100 SONG KIOKU CONCERT!!!! on CDJapan! HOOHAH! It ws like 99.44 bux or something(Canada)... So expensive... but it's my birthday present, and it has backstage and stuff.. SO ITS WORTH IT! HOOHAH!

I want to watch Hitman Reborn... I got 3 eps in my comp that i never got the time to watch!!!

Oh and I'm back into sk... I just read sk on the net, up to the Faust VS Icemen, and Faust is in the advantage... part... I hate the Icemen on the manga... they're so annoying and stuff! Die! XD

It surprised me when team The Ren doesn't get to use the Chou Senjji Ryakketsu... How are they supposed to be strong then!? And it seems like a huge gap appeared between Yoh and Ren's teams... Not just power but friendship... It's kinda saddening -.-
I'm only waiting until they go against Manta's dad! With Hao and Ren together! I miss them in the anime, they're so much more 'together', than in the manga. Ren wants to kill Yoh, Yoh wants to just life peacefully, but he tends to frown so much more. And well, ya... I dunno, but the Manga has its own appeals too!

Anyways, I should really study my social studies, and try to get past 90... sigh~~~ I hope I do well >.< I don't have a picture for today...
∑(°Д°）!!!
BUT I will post my Hitman Reborn ranking list!

1   Rokudo Mukuro
2   Gokudera Hayato
2   Yamamoto Takeshi
2   Hibari Kyoya
5   Dino
6   Joshima Ken
7   Basil
8   Sawada Tsunayoshi
9   Lal Mirch
10   Superbia Squalo
11   Hibird
12   Reborn
13   Colonnello
14   Chrome Dokuro
15   Bianchi
15   Belphegor
17   Kakimoto Chikusa
18   Lambo
19   Lanchia
20   Sasagawa Ryohei
20   I-Pin
22   Fuuta
23   Romario
23   Irie Shoichi
23   Glo Xinia
23   Dr. Shamal
27   Viper/Mammon
28   Gamma
28   Nosaru
28   Leonardo Lippi
28   Skull
28   Kusakabe Tetsuya
33   Sasagawa Kyoko
33   Xanxus
33   Sawada Iemitsu
36   Naito Longchamp
36   Uni
36   Tazaru
36   M.M.
36   Birds
36   Lussuria
42   Miura Haru
43   Byakuran
44   Sawada Nana
44   Levi A Than
46   Kurokawa Hana

I don't really hate Hana that much.. but I'm neutral about her. Really odd, since I DESPISE birds... and M.M.!

Ill post POT's tomorrow!

As well as do the emo cons for LJ after cutting grass... -.-

Quoting Tsukasa, Gokudera has an aura of sexiness...

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:20:07 GMT

Or so hikari_kiseki said before I decided to type on my blog... And I don't disagree with her :D

So, I decided to create new emo-cons for the lj blog, but... I totally forgot when I got home from my English exam today.

Miraculously, I managed to type out 10 pages worth of crap (mainly bs and a short story, since the exam is on one personal response and a critical analysis essay) and shocked the AP 30 teacher, Ms. P. She also asked me if I was going to 30 AP, which I sadly said I couldn't because of my horrible schedule... urk... I feel so bad! Ms. P also said it was too bad... so did my present english 20 teacher, Mrs. C-T. I told her I wrote 10 pages and scared her! :D Hillarious! But she said I did good.

So I was writing my english 20 critical essay, and walked out of there happy, until I realized 3 minutes later... I WROTE A CHARACTER'S NAME WRONG! Ack... it was so amazing... Lord of the Flies- Roger... I changed his name to Robert! I went up to Mrs. C-T and told her my mistake, and she laughed at me. At least she said it won't affect my mark too greatly... thank god!

I should really study for my chemistry 20 test on friday, but I'm being such a lazy bum. I'll study for it tomorrow~ -waves it off-

The social mark still hasn't been updated?! Oh Ms. Ps... Please hurry! And I really should have went to check my Chemistry mark Mrs. B-C should have put up already... But I forgot about it haha. I'll do that early morning on friday ~.^

"Everybody hashirouyo~~" Cap to Bin is a good band. Their songs are all a little crazy, but I love Eiji's and Momo's voices. Taka has a good voice too, and well balanced out with Inui and Kaidou... which reminds me...

When am I ever going to do that fanfic- Band of Princes, or TeniBand?! Ooooh! I got so much character stuff done and I just need to check it over and finish the first chapter (which I started at school...) I even made band names for the other skools! >.<

I better study hard for my chemistry tomorrow (I totally ignored it for so long because of Social.. I need to pick up on social too soon! Oh too busy!)

I ~~coaxed~~ convinced my dad to get me the prince of tennis 100 song kiouku concert! I preordered it and everything! I'm so excited! it costed 99 canadian in total... crazy! But I'm happy =D it's my birthday present after all ^_^

Hmm, I can't wait till that movie Yuuya Endou, Yuichi Nakamura and Suzuki Hiroki is going to be in! Once it comes out, I'm definitely watching it. I believe it's shakiraki or something like that =/ it's about bicycle racing :D And I'm also awaiting for the Gakuen Heaven Musical... Reira from Fuma no Kojirou and Dan from tenimyu is going to be in it! hooray!

For no reason what-so-ever, that's hikari_kiseki who hid in my bed and pulled the blanket over her face... weird one...

I think I'll upload my 'Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn ranking system' thing of my most liked characters, and also for POT tomorrow. It was quite precise! The POT one at least... the reborn one was.. a little iffy... I think I'll redo the test XD

Welcome back, world!!!

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 05:39:44 GMT

Hi world! It's Azure, who's really tired. So much had happened, and I really need to learn to update more often...

I'm studying for my finals, which I got English tomorrow... hooray... Well, I'm not worried at all, not after my english AP exams... hohoho!~
Chem is on Friday, which I didn't even study for yet... hohoho... oh crappers...

So, I did my Social Position Paper today, and almost epically failed... sort of? I hope I did ok? I wrote 7 pages, all in depth and stuff... but everyone else wrote 3 or 4... I feel so nervous...

So, harukazetenshi is coming over to hang out on Saturday... right in the middle in between the 2 week exam weeks! hoorah! I'm gonna be teaching her Japanese, to study for my Japanese test on tuesday... I'm not worried at all, hahaha! 100% student here! -brags- just kidding~ ^_^ This is all so that I can meet Yanagi Kotarou!

I want to send a gift to Yanagi for his birthday and christmas this year, so I'm doing some planning right now.. ~~until I realized I can't even do that... Well, plainly speaking, I don't know how. -cries- I wish I can do something for him!~~ So I found out the address, to the official fanclub, but the problem is... I don't know if only fanclub members can send stuff to him or not. If I'm not a fanclub member, will they throw away my gift?! o.O!! that would be kind of sad... >.<

So I disbanded TRR the other day, but that's cause TRR is really a lot to handle... and I'm getting pissed off at ppl not replying emails or not getting back to me, even tho there was a time limit. So now ppl owe me 85$ for their costumes. yay. But before we disbanded, the group of 5 managed to do a great debut/final performance at my school, during Harufest! So here's a video...

The one who is stomping out first is me... oh I'm so horrible for stomping out... harukazetenshi is the one with the hat! X3

So my money savings right now for nippon dreams is... not enough. I spend too much! >.< I'm going to quit Cinnzeo after summer and look for a better paid job.

So, my friend R-kun who does not live in Edmonton is planning on moving over here. But R-kun needed to find a way to get past his parents (he's 18) so he was going to sneak over here when they're on vacation. No matter how much I told R-kun I'm not so sure about it, he still said he wanted to, and he will. Oh well, I can't help with it. He's very nervous about his move tho, and I can't blame him. He then told me to look for jobs for him... which I'm working hard on (haha) and then he told me his chances of migrating over is slim, but he'll still try. Apparently, migrating over to canada's not easy. I can see why, since the boom of people jumping over increased... I hope R-kun the best of luck, though.

I abandoned my games, anime, and the like to study for my exams. I'm going through withdrawal... ooooh I hate this... I can't wait till everything is over! AND I can't wait till I get my marks for my AP exam I took in may... so exciting! I think I did good... I have a ok confidence on it... I hope!

This is me during the exam week hell... 頑張ってモードオーン！

なんか。。。嬉しくないを見たいですね。。。（＝△＝’’）
だから。。。試験はすごく大変です。。。もう疲れです。。。
助けってくださいい～～！！

*(#)$!#@$%# 助けでくれえええええええ～！！！！！

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:24:15 GMT

GACK My life's been so dam BUSY I don't know how I managed to continue to LIVE T_T

Tenipuri Dreams died, can't contact JHammer... Or I'm too LAZY to (hahaha) And I haven't written a dream since 3-4 months, i swear!!!! I have so many req's I haven't actually got around to finishing... -sad, sad little girl...-

As for now, TenimyuRR is DEAD... I need a practice in, but no one is REPLYING MY F&*(ING MAILS!!! WAT IS THIS?! REVOLTING?!?!?!?!? *throws hands down in anger*

And then there is school. Finals are under way and I still have to study. My next final(s) are monday (bio AND math...) and friday (phys) WOW And i need,what, 95 or 88+ on a few of them to keep my friggen 90%. I hate my life!!!!!

As for anime world, I stopped gawking over pot for a short while and is now obsessed with a old friend... Yugioh... JAPANESE VERSION!!! I regret never watching the japanese version past duelist kingdom! It's SOOOOOOOO good! -sounds like a nerd-

I got 3 new games for my Wii, (mario galaxy, Soul Calibur Legends, Mario and Sonic Olympics) But you know what? I barely have any time to play my games. I still want to finish .hack//GU!!! T_T

Gakuensai is tragic. I finished SO many storylines and took THREE tries to finish the momo one, just to find out I didn't save and have to REDO the momo one!!! So another words, i gave up on it for a short while. (But i'll play it again after friday to get ready for japanese class next semester!)

I FINALLY MADE IT TO 1000 DOLLARS!!!! just 10X of that left! But I kept using money, I'm stuck at 1000 dollars, i swear!!! I NEED MY PAYCHEQUE!!!!

mmm~~ What else is new? Oh right

My new obsession- Japanese Dramas.

I watched so far, Gokusen 1, gokusen 2, trick 1 2 3, Hana Kimi, half of gal circle, half of happy boys, half of yukan club, and is now being asked to watch sushi ouji. When Yanagi Kotarou and others (like HIROKI AIBA!!! + other tenimyu actors) have their new drama out (called to produce a prince or something... it's suposed to be cracked but there is romance... I'll look over it for nagi and the other guys ^_^) I'm DEFINITELY GOING TO ATK FOR IT!!! And now I want to watch Rocket Boys too... (Yanagi, Yuya, Seto) among others...

I am now into KAT-TUN and NEWS, Japanese bands. But don't worry, i won't forget good old anime! (Since I've been watching Yugioh like crazy since yesterday when i started from the battle airship ark...) I'm watching it on veoh, BUT I wanna download/bt the japanese version of the other arks... NOT duelist kingdom thank you very much! OR Game of darkness, because i already have that... but battle city, duel tower, and egyptian ark! (Who cares about darts? PSHHH) Kidding, I'll get that too if i can.

100 song concert that pot seiyuus are going to do is happeneing march 16th i believe. I CAN'T WAIT! But Okiayu Ryotarou is such a ass, for not going!!! HOW CAN HE NOT GO?! My sis and I already decided to get it. Either BUY IT or bt it. I want it that badly! My fav va, Hoshi Souichirou is going! How can i resist?! Anyways, I'm down right excited for it.

I started a manga, which I want to continue. Really! It's shounen ai, and i haven't decided a name on it yet. The drawing style I tried to copy Maki Murakami's, but at the end i inserted my own touch to it. It's based on a boy named Sui Ran and another boy called Phuo Han i think... It's based on china and stuff, so names are either Cantonese or Mandarine. It'll have magic and flying to the past and lots more! =D I'm so excited for it. Other characters are only Lok Xu and Shin Jin. (Names- Water Blue, Fire Red, Tree Green and Heart True) They're not real chinese names. Just cool words jumbled together. I also want pink, purple, yellow, gold, silver and so on. It'll be ineteresting! If i ever continue it. It started from me NOT wanting to study har har XD (like now)

Hey hey hey, Aiba and Doori and the others graded Tenimyu, and the third gen is now gone, a new gen led by Toma is now training to be the new Seigaku!!! And D-boys, whatever is name is, is going to be Momo! (I bet Kaji helped him even a little... His introduction on the tenimyu webpage was great!) The eiji is a Eiji irl, his bio is full of things like- "Likes sweets, likes to do acrobatics, knows tennis" ETC It's pretty amazing!! The fuji looks dead and too quiet, the tezuka won't stop laughing, the kaidou looks demonic, and the eichizen is friggen TINY and is younger than ME!!! I look forward to what this new cast is going to bring to Tenimyu ^^

What picture should I put here? Hmmm...

Gekirangers...

Den-O!

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Den-O...

Gekirangers!!!

Need I say more?!

Long time no see!!!

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:48:09 GMT

I dunno, just abandoned my blog for a bit lol! It's been what? 2 weeks? I'm back! yay!

First thing's first... let's start with my bigi news (X3)

Nagi-Land!!! The Yanagi Kotarou photo book is here! I finally got it! I hope somehow, someway, I supported Nagi! X3 so happy!

Tenipuri Dreams: So much updated there, I wrote a halloween fic (that was a out of a whim thing...) And the Kaidou Kaoru dn, Pendulum is up. I am now working on a ton of requests, thanks for being patient people!

TenimyuRR- Needs to practice. I really want everyone to work hard! We're bringing this through! Come on! No matter how impossible it seems right now, we can do it! Right?

Work- Made money! But I needed to spend a bit on school work and stuff. It's finally looking up! Go me!

Money- Yea, well, I'm going on a field trip to the dinosaur place... what was it called again? I'll get back to you on that (lol) and it cost (originally) 40 bux until i found out it actually cost 30, i made 10 bux off my dad! LOL!

School- Failing physics.... That's a lie. But physics is my weakest point, at 81% and bio is up at 91 and i dunno about math and english. I'm not too worried for them. I got a test on math on wednesday, a bio test on thursday and sometime next week is my physics test. They hate me! I just know it!

Halloween- was fun. I hung out with Tenshi at her house till 9! =O! Got so much candy XD I'm like the candy santa clause at school! Especially in physics XD Liam blamed me for going trick or treating because he said it's not supposed to work. Well here's this- XP I'm just short enough and you're jealous! Lol!

Gakuensai- got abandoned... kind of? I'll work on it after I calmed down a bit and finish some requests X_x

.hack//GU- IS COMPLETE! Kind of... I beat Cubia! I beat the final boss! But now I have side quests they opened for me just because I beat the game. I still have yet to get Endrance and Haseo married! Go me! But since now i can use Kite and Balmung and Orca and them, I'm working my head off to train them up! Ya! Azure-knights! Go go go!

POT News- Bigi news! Bigi news! Prince of tennis voice actors doing a 100 song concert sometime this or next month! I must get the dvd if not bt it! I must! 100 songs! a lot of voice actors! I really can't express how excited I am! But only to type really fast!!!! EEEK!!!! *breathes*

I want to buy manga... I haven't bought anything for so long... ND... GO ND!!! *faints* ☆～(_△＿）＝３

I got a new camcorder, it's not the best, but it will do, because we need one for tenimyurr, and I'm dying to get this thing on the way.

Kat and Ray's b-day was great. We hung out at wem till 9 or so, and everyone was really, well, gone! I can't wait for next time's, it's Vincent's brithday! Bowling, roller coasters, ahhh, life... XD This will be fun! =) GSAET for the win!!!

I think Hayate no Gotoku really did it... The truly crossed the line between what they can steal and cannot steal... And so did Gintama... Wow, it surprises me so... and i LOVE these animes!!! LOL! The allusions they have are insane... Gintama did a POT allusion, Seigaku vs Hyoutei. Too bad I couldn't get it... It's on a later ep XD

(my pride and joy and everything in between...)

(This is NOT MAR!)

(THERE SHOULD BE AN EXTENT OF WHAT YOU CAN STEAL AND CANNOT STEAL!!! I'm looking at you too, Gintama!)

(Microbes anyone?! Moyashimon is a great show. Watch it. Very... educational... to an extent...)